Today we went to church . I have always been on the edge when it comes to what I believe .
I like the knowing that when the hard times come , I have a place to go and something to believe in .
Many of my friends are strong in the faith , they live by the rules and they attend there place of worship regularly .
I've always been in envy when those lonely times come of those who have a community to fallback on .
Today I went to church . I choose this church because online I had seen they have a crèche in a separate room , with audio to the service and a window to see .
We sat with everyone else but little miss was restless so we spent most of the service in the crèche . Little miss was worn out from playing with there fantastic range of toys . And for me I got to sit on the sidelines and take what I needed from the service .
I don't come from a family of strong believers in faith . So for me to go today was a big step . I'm not saying it will be right for us , but without trying how will we know .
Today we did it , we haven't told are family , we won't tell our friends just yet . But we did it, we went to church and enjoyed it !!